I love UnderOath.
I don't know how it seems like there's someone out there who can take exactly how you feel and put it into the most perfect words.
So lets not even try... You're right.
Let's ball it up and throw it out the window.
It's becoming all so clear in my mind.
I've thought this thing through more than once or twice.
I feel that this is my last ( Read more... )
So lets not even try... You're right.
Let's ball it up and throw it out the window.
It's becoming all so clear in my mind.
I've thought this thing through more than once or twice.
I feel that this is my last ( Read more... )
You're right about me letting things get thrown back in my face, and you're definitely right about josh knowing that he can do whatever he wants. I gave him a license for that. By letting him get away with things every time, he now knows that all he has to do is make up some ridiculous excuse and i'm going to pretend like i believe it. No, this doesn't change the fact that I love him because like you said, he is an amazing kid with a lot to offer. I think deep down he does know this, but right now he doesn't want to have to use that, because that might mean he'd actually have to do the right thing. Shit, we're young.... Yeah i'm pretty sure we love each other.... But we've got a lot of life ahead of us and i think we're both working on trying to figure out what we want in this life.
When he promised you he was going to take care of me, as odd as this might sound, the past couple of days i've seen a few changes. I'd rather explain all of that in person but just thought you should know that i do think your promise had a meaning to him.
As for your promise, even if you don't want to keep it, i'll make sure you do because i miss everything just as much as he does, and i think you do too. I love you Samantha Aphroditi Johnson. Thank you for being ..... you. No one else understands this situation like you because you've been there from the beginning and i'm so glad i still have you to talk to.
If YOU ever need to talk to me about anything.... FEEL FREE. I want this to be a give-and-take. I'd do anything for you, sam. You're one of my very very best friends. No matter what. Ok, just don't make out with Josh and we'll be cool. hahaha ok, i only had to do it once.
but seriously. I love you. Call me. Let's Hang.
JENNI
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i..love..you..
ahhh...i saw brad at max n ermas last night...BIG hickie(sp?) on his neck...BASTARD...and it wasnt from me GAY...lol...
sam
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If only he knew how hotttttttt he is.
yea, i got some brains up there.... sometimes it doesn't show, but i use them once in a while.
ILOVEYOUMOREBITCH.
xoxo
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