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Thrice, UnderOath, and The Bled last night = AWESOME SHOW.
I rocked out.
There's one thing that bothers me. I go to a show for the experience. I love getting pushed around, headbanging, dancing, and everything else about the whole experience. So tell me why lately it seems like people are really lame at shows. Kristen and I were just about the only people dancing and having a good time while everyone around us stands there just watching. If you want to just hear the music, go buy the damn CD, and don't get mad at me when i push you into the mosh pit.
Closer to the end of the show, we got really close to the front, and I was really really close to touching the hand of the lead singer from Thrice. At that point we were getting our asses kicked but it was sweet. I kinda wanted to crowd surf. Maybe at the next show i will.
My situation is really confusing right now. I feel like I'm caught between conflicting ideas and people. I do realize that some of the things I do and even some of the people I hang out with are unexpected.... But I really do believe in giving people a chance and I don't hold grudges. Whether or not she was somewhat a factor in ruining my relationship, I can almost thank her for that in a way because I finally got myself out of such a shitty situation. And I can't hate someone who hardly knew me when she hooked up with someone she loved for 3 years.
Maybe I look stupid for being friends with her. I can't hold a grudge. In all honesty, if Josh came to me and said "let's be friends," I would have no problem hanging out and being friends again. It's not part of my personality to hate someone for what they've done. There are other ways to fix the situation.
I'm having a good time trying to figure out what I want right now. I think I just want to let things work out........ I'm ready for anyone and anything that comes my way. I know every trick in the book now so good luck trying to fool me.
P.S....... Shouts out to my BFF's........ You know who you are.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE
I rocked out.
There's one thing that bothers me. I go to a show for the experience. I love getting pushed around, headbanging, dancing, and everything else about the whole experience. So tell me why lately it seems like people are really lame at shows. Kristen and I were just about the only people dancing and having a good time while everyone around us stands there just watching. If you want to just hear the music, go buy the damn CD, and don't get mad at me when i push you into the mosh pit.
Closer to the end of the show, we got really close to the front, and I was really really close to touching the hand of the lead singer from Thrice. At that point we were getting our asses kicked but it was sweet. I kinda wanted to crowd surf. Maybe at the next show i will.
My situation is really confusing right now. I feel like I'm caught between conflicting ideas and people. I do realize that some of the things I do and even some of the people I hang out with are unexpected.... But I really do believe in giving people a chance and I don't hold grudges. Whether or not she was somewhat a factor in ruining my relationship, I can almost thank her for that in a way because I finally got myself out of such a shitty situation. And I can't hate someone who hardly knew me when she hooked up with someone she loved for 3 years.
Maybe I look stupid for being friends with her. I can't hold a grudge. In all honesty, if Josh came to me and said "let's be friends," I would have no problem hanging out and being friends again. It's not part of my personality to hate someone for what they've done. There are other ways to fix the situation.
I'm having a good time trying to figure out what I want right now. I think I just want to let things work out........ I'm ready for anyone and anything that comes my way. I know every trick in the book now so good luck trying to fool me.
P.S....... Shouts out to my BFF's........ You know who you are.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE