Aug 14, 2005 15:41
Happy Birthday.
There are so many things that remind me of you. Some of them make me laugh, some of them make me want to cry.
It was raining last night... I thought about the night we were talking outside in the rain and the night we sat in silence outside in the rain.
I can't listen to anything by TBS without thinking of you... It's going to be one of those things where I pull out the CD five years from now and remember this time in my life...
I thought changing my hair was going to make it easier to look in the mirror because I wouldn't see the same girl who dated you.... But then you saw it and told me how much you liked it and now that's all that goes through my mind.
Every time someone orders meatloaf or liver and onions when I'm at work... I can't help but walk away with a little smile because I remember the 45 minute conversation about what exactly do we sell at IHOP...
I look at my shoulders... they're still peeling from my sunburn... I think about warped tour, and how BAD your sunburn is. I'm still glad I got to spend that day with you. I remember losing my shoe and making you jump into the mosh pit to grab it for me. I had a great time, even though I thought I was going to pass out and you were hallucinating.
"Even if you left tonight and you wanted it to be forever, I'd find a way to see you again."
I told you I'd never forget you no matter how this ended up. I knew it from the beginning.
I know you know.