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I feel so tired lately.
Yesterday I woke up an hour before I had to turn in a paper. I told Steve to wake me at a reasonable time, but no I got up at 11. Immediately scrambled to my computer to do the final edit on that paper so I could turn it in. I hope I get a decent grade on it, I really had a hard time with it.
After that I vegged out at my computer until I had to go to work. I just couldn't do anything else. I feel kinda bad, Steve had a ton of laundry to do and I was just unable to function enough to help. We cleaned out part of Mom's basement the other night. That place needs a lot of work. We got enough done to have room for the extra boxes of stuff we have. I threw away a lot of my old videos of things I taped off the TV. It was like throwing away a good portion of my childhood/adolescence. But I know a lot of that stuff I could get on DVD or download on BitTorrent if I ever felt like watching it again. Have all the KiTH episodes on DVD. Already building my Animaniacs collection.
Hauled away about four bags of old clothes that were in good shape. Unlike Mom I'm not going to just throw them away. They're all clean now and Steve and I will sort through them and give the stuff we don't want to the thrift shop behind our building. I'm keeping a lot of my old nightshirts though. Many of them were ones I forgot I had. Found some stuff that will probably fit me now, stuff I could use. Some of my nicer shirts I forgot about. There's a lot of good stuff there.
I'll go back again someday to sort through more things. I still need to find and gather all my old Beanie Babies and such. My step sis has no respect for other people's property and at one point decorated the basement with them because I wasn't using them. No permission at all, she's the "perfect" child. Mom hates it, she can't say anything or it starts a fight. If the kid wants an $1100 solid wood, all-in-one bedroom set and decides a couple years later she doesn't want it, it's okay that it's sitting in the basement collecting mold, un-sellable because it's covered in all sorts of scribbles. Yeah, behavior you can expect from someone who's 5, not someone who's currently 16.
I'm so drained, and my work week started yesterday. I only have a short shift today thank goodness. I get to come home to a good dinner. I can relax for a bit. I'm so tired. Even my co workers noticed how tired I look. I mean I came in and it looked like I was going to fall asleep right there. Ironically enough I felt the most awake while at work yesterday.
Maybe I can get more of my math reading done today, that's pretty much all I see for the rest of the week besides discussions. I hope next week isn't too much of a workload. I also hope I get normal hours. I hope work hires one or two more night people. That way I can have more relaxed hours and feel I have time for school on top of it all.
Yesterday I woke up an hour before I had to turn in a paper. I told Steve to wake me at a reasonable time, but no I got up at 11. Immediately scrambled to my computer to do the final edit on that paper so I could turn it in. I hope I get a decent grade on it, I really had a hard time with it.
After that I vegged out at my computer until I had to go to work. I just couldn't do anything else. I feel kinda bad, Steve had a ton of laundry to do and I was just unable to function enough to help. We cleaned out part of Mom's basement the other night. That place needs a lot of work. We got enough done to have room for the extra boxes of stuff we have. I threw away a lot of my old videos of things I taped off the TV. It was like throwing away a good portion of my childhood/adolescence. But I know a lot of that stuff I could get on DVD or download on BitTorrent if I ever felt like watching it again. Have all the KiTH episodes on DVD. Already building my Animaniacs collection.
Hauled away about four bags of old clothes that were in good shape. Unlike Mom I'm not going to just throw them away. They're all clean now and Steve and I will sort through them and give the stuff we don't want to the thrift shop behind our building. I'm keeping a lot of my old nightshirts though. Many of them were ones I forgot I had. Found some stuff that will probably fit me now, stuff I could use. Some of my nicer shirts I forgot about. There's a lot of good stuff there.
I'll go back again someday to sort through more things. I still need to find and gather all my old Beanie Babies and such. My step sis has no respect for other people's property and at one point decorated the basement with them because I wasn't using them. No permission at all, she's the "perfect" child. Mom hates it, she can't say anything or it starts a fight. If the kid wants an $1100 solid wood, all-in-one bedroom set and decides a couple years later she doesn't want it, it's okay that it's sitting in the basement collecting mold, un-sellable because it's covered in all sorts of scribbles. Yeah, behavior you can expect from someone who's 5, not someone who's currently 16.
I'm so drained, and my work week started yesterday. I only have a short shift today thank goodness. I get to come home to a good dinner. I can relax for a bit. I'm so tired. Even my co workers noticed how tired I look. I mean I came in and it looked like I was going to fall asleep right there. Ironically enough I felt the most awake while at work yesterday.
Maybe I can get more of my math reading done today, that's pretty much all I see for the rest of the week besides discussions. I hope next week isn't too much of a workload. I also hope I get normal hours. I hope work hires one or two more night people. That way I can have more relaxed hours and feel I have time for school on top of it all.