Aug 06, 2005 22:37
Hey!! I feel like I haven't updated in a while so now is a good time. This summer it seems like I've done nothing but worry, look for a job, relax, and have some occasional friend days. Well I did it!! I offically did something Summer Vacationish - I went to Cedar Point for 12 hours with friends! It was awesome!! I'm so pumped! Now I have like 18 days till school starts and I'm completely ready for it. My only concern is that once school starts Andy will be leaving. I just realized I have 9 days till B-Ball starts!! YAY!! I'm also getting a job! Back to the subject of Andy...we had a fight, our first heavy duty fight. Now if it was any other guy I would have dumped him with out even thinking about it. It didn't even cross my mind with Andy. I love the kid with all my heart, I hope he knows that. Monday it will be 4 months! It seems like the longer it goes the easier it is for us to get frustrated at each other. Anywho, after a long tear session over at Manda's and a long conversation with Andy, all is better. I still think he's worried that I'm upset with him, but I'm not, I'm more upset at myself for saying that something will go wrong. I feel like since I care about Andy so much that I will eventually break his heart and my own for that matter. Iono sometimes I scare myself with being pessimistic when normally I'm optimistic. Anywho, I just wanted to update and say that I had an awesome time at Cedar Point riding a bunch of rollercoasters, feeling sick most of the day, and getting a big sunburn. I also wanted to say that I love Andy bunches, and can't wait for school to start!
~Krys~