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one of patient's died today. he was the 5th one to die in 1.5 weeks. that's kind of a lot. i was right there when they turned everything off and he died. it was weird. he was this weird color blue and then as he was dying he became normal color again.
life is so funny sometimes. it comes and goes so quick. i thought i wanted to do death and dying work, and i still do , but i still need a lot of training. the same patient that died coded twice today and i was there for one of them, right outside with his wife. i felt like i was going to throw up. yea i need to work on that.
life is so funny sometimes. it comes and goes so quick. i thought i wanted to do death and dying work, and i still do , but i still need a lot of training. the same patient that died coded twice today and i was there for one of them, right outside with his wife. i felt like i was going to throw up. yea i need to work on that.