nostalgic.
life is so funny sometimes. actually, its funny all the time. i am still in hawaii. i am going to be a mess when i leave here.
but this entry is to talk about how much i have changed and how much has changed in my life since i first had this journal. its really fukin amazing. look back at my entries when i was 16/17. oh jeez i was a fukin herb. but still there was some wisdom in them. and a sense of undying strength and determination to what i want and get what i want and to FEEL how i wanted.
i think i forget that sometimes. this adult thing is hard. this love of your life thing is hard, this military gf thing is hard. i mean i have been doing that for some time, but now, that we have been together so much i dont know how i handled the past five years, and honestly it was all strength adn determination.
i think it is important to look back at ourselves and see where you have ended up and how far you have come.
now if i can remember all this during the upcoming weeks, months, years i will be ok.
but this entry is to talk about how much i have changed and how much has changed in my life since i first had this journal. its really fukin amazing. look back at my entries when i was 16/17. oh jeez i was a fukin herb. but still there was some wisdom in them. and a sense of undying strength and determination to what i want and get what i want and to FEEL how i wanted.
i think i forget that sometimes. this adult thing is hard. this love of your life thing is hard, this military gf thing is hard. i mean i have been doing that for some time, but now, that we have been together so much i dont know how i handled the past five years, and honestly it was all strength adn determination.
i think it is important to look back at ourselves and see where you have ended up and how far you have come.
now if i can remember all this during the upcoming weeks, months, years i will be ok.