whoa.
its been such a long time since i wrote in here like everyday . grad school is a bitch that way. i am at my internship now. i dont know if i had even mentioned it on here before. i am working in a methdone clinic. its freakin INTENSE. i have 6 weeks left so hopefully i will make it to the end. after here, anything else should be CAKE.
so sq. i know. i cant believe he still even occupies a place in my mind. its ridiculous. but a lot of things are. just like yesterday when i saw a picture of someone i dare not even mention their name on here. that feeling of what if, its crap i know but still i think.
as for the reality, i am really happy with tom. i cant believe its almost def that i will ve living with him for like a month in freakin hawaii. i couldnt be happier. well i could now, but when we are together. omg i make myself want to vomit.
i am tired. of EVERYTHING. i need to graduate and then have a job waiting for me when i get back from hawaii.
yes. thats exactly what i need.
so sq. i know. i cant believe he still even occupies a place in my mind. its ridiculous. but a lot of things are. just like yesterday when i saw a picture of someone i dare not even mention their name on here. that feeling of what if, its crap i know but still i think.
as for the reality, i am really happy with tom. i cant believe its almost def that i will ve living with him for like a month in freakin hawaii. i couldnt be happier. well i could now, but when we are together. omg i make myself want to vomit.
i am tired. of EVERYTHING. i need to graduate and then have a job waiting for me when i get back from hawaii.
yes. thats exactly what i need.