Oct 09, 2004 15:02
its so fucking hot. im going to die...and its only spring. what the hell. *argh* its Agnaldos bday today...he's 23!!!! so hes having a bbq over at his place, i guess im going, he said he was going to come get me. so cool.
so yah last night went over to Rafaels house and poor thing was so fucking sick. so i took care of him and then we were all eating (me, him, his mom, arturo, and his 2 younger sisters) and his mom looks at me and says "victoria...your so pretty, even when you eat you look pretty" i was like "wtf..." i turned fucking bright red, i swear anytime someone says something really nice to me or compliments me i turn red, like tomato fucking RED. *argh*
waves are nice today..maybe imma surf?? not sure. the day is young and its only saturday...this weekend its a 4 day weekend and the fucking Paulistas are all down here from SP. *argh* they trash the streets and beach...i hate them!
*****michael- sorry for not calling you on thursday night, ill call on monday or sometime next week
so yah, i saved my granddads life thursday night. hes an alcoholic and he went out to Mister Pao to get mortabella and probobly had some Pinga too..*damn it* and so he came home at like 9:30 and right when he went to go into the kitchen from outside im guessing he fell over...knocking over the trashcan, cleaning supplies, HUGE CEMENT plant thingy and falling face first onto the tile (my house is all tile..everything is tile..to much tile, AH). and i heard the noise but i didnt go to look cuz i thought it was the fucking cats fighting and then i heard like this fucking gurgling noise and then Marie and Vó started yelling so i ran out and saw blood everywhere. he was fucking PASSED OUT, face down in his own blood. its funny how calm i kept while i was with him until the Paramedics came, fuck i did more shit then the fucking dumbass EMT did. the doctors at Santa Casa said i probobly saved his life but i dont think so, i just knew what to do. but hes not doing good. he keeps throwing up blood and stuff, hes so dehydrated, and he cant really move his left arm/hand... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
im done now
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