Lean On Me When Your Not Strong. I'll Be Your Friend.. lalala
Wow i havent updated this in a long ass time. Alot of shits gone down this last week. It started out fine I was at my aunts all week. Monday rach sleept over tuesday i dont remember. wednesday was boring i was hanging out with my aunt and jay and then i got a call from rachel...she was really upset and i was like whats wrong and she was freaking out and i was scared she was going to do something my aunt was like fuck that im going to go get her cuz she was home alone so we went and picked up our baby girl. she was SO upset, just watching yoru bestfriend go threw that just made me soo fucking upset and so we came back here and like got drunk cuz it was just fucking depressing and she was talking to ryan on the phone but she ended up getting sick on my cusins bed. i love that girl to death i hate seeing her go threw that but me and my aunt and jay did everything to cheer her up on got her to smile :) we were calling her a pervert lol the funniest shit comes out of me and rachels mouths when were drunk lmao and thats all im saying. actually a little tooo much came out of our mouths lol she makes me laugh like noone else. but idk whatever happens between them im there for both of them all the way.
ok then rach has summer school so idk if she can go to capecod aww! so im prally gunna end up goin with kate! aww i loev kate shes so fucken awesome me her and my aunt will prally end up doin somethin crazy but its all good.
im so fuckin lucky to have ppl like this in my life they mean the world to me really and i mean everybody has their problems, life sucks thats totally understandable but as long as i have at least a few ppl in my life like i do i can handle anything and i would do anything for them. and esp to rachel cuz you are so beatiful hun and i know u better then anyone and i know everything about you the things happening to you arent your fault dont blame yourself for anything. and just remeber to think about all the ppl who care about you i know u cant see things getting better now but they will trust me and i will always be there for you. you dont need any boy to make u happy remeber that and one day u will find someone who loves you unconditionaly. and i wont let u settle for any less because you do deserve the best. you have such compasion you love people with your full heart and thats a GIFT cuz i only know my only person like that my mom. maybe thats why your my bestfriend because you remind me so much of her she gave up everything for my dad just dont make the same mistake as her and see being alone as a weakness, and most of all never become cold or hateful because of someone else dont let anybody change you, be strong. you have a giant heart, and u bring positive things to everyones life you touch, even if you cant bring positive into your own life. what you need is someone just like you someone who has the same compassion and love like you do, and when you find that person love will never do you wrong i know u dont want to hear this right now but trust me everything will work out in the end. be true to yourself most of all and never settle for 2nd best your always lookign for something and you will find it i promise good things happen to good people and there is good things ahead for you no matter what shit happens.
ok then rach has summer school so idk if she can go to capecod aww! so im prally gunna end up goin with kate! aww i loev kate shes so fucken awesome me her and my aunt will prally end up doin somethin crazy but its all good.
im so fuckin lucky to have ppl like this in my life they mean the world to me really and i mean everybody has their problems, life sucks thats totally understandable but as long as i have at least a few ppl in my life like i do i can handle anything and i would do anything for them. and esp to rachel cuz you are so beatiful hun and i know u better then anyone and i know everything about you the things happening to you arent your fault dont blame yourself for anything. and just remeber to think about all the ppl who care about you i know u cant see things getting better now but they will trust me and i will always be there for you. you dont need any boy to make u happy remeber that and one day u will find someone who loves you unconditionaly. and i wont let u settle for any less because you do deserve the best. you have such compasion you love people with your full heart and thats a GIFT cuz i only know my only person like that my mom. maybe thats why your my bestfriend because you remind me so much of her she gave up everything for my dad just dont make the same mistake as her and see being alone as a weakness, and most of all never become cold or hateful because of someone else dont let anybody change you, be strong. you have a giant heart, and u bring positive things to everyones life you touch, even if you cant bring positive into your own life. what you need is someone just like you someone who has the same compassion and love like you do, and when you find that person love will never do you wrong i know u dont want to hear this right now but trust me everything will work out in the end. be true to yourself most of all and never settle for 2nd best your always lookign for something and you will find it i promise good things happen to good people and there is good things ahead for you no matter what shit happens.