ugh
chorus concert tonight...blah! i am kinda nervous, i mean i have 3 solos and i have never even had one. what if i mess up or i really suck that badly? ugh
but yea i have been wicked cuddle deprived lately. i never see andy and when i do....its weird, more like a friends thing. i mean its been like 1 1/2 months and we haven't even kissed....oohh we hug! big flippin deal. he is a virgin and that sucks. i thought i told myself i wouldn't date younger guys especially if they are virgins. it sucks...i realized it has been since january 1st that i have gotten laid.....almost 5 months! god it sucks. i mean i would settle for just having a guy to make out with and cuddle, i don't care. i know i am going to most likely cheat on andy, but i really don't care any more.
ugh i kinda feel bad, but what can i do....NOTHING!
later
~*sai*~
but yea i have been wicked cuddle deprived lately. i never see andy and when i do....its weird, more like a friends thing. i mean its been like 1 1/2 months and we haven't even kissed....oohh we hug! big flippin deal. he is a virgin and that sucks. i thought i told myself i wouldn't date younger guys especially if they are virgins. it sucks...i realized it has been since january 1st that i have gotten laid.....almost 5 months! god it sucks. i mean i would settle for just having a guy to make out with and cuddle, i don't care. i know i am going to most likely cheat on andy, but i really don't care any more.
ugh i kinda feel bad, but what can i do....NOTHING!
later
~*sai*~