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damn! my LJ is acting up so bad right now. It's pissing me off. Oh well, I guess. Anyways, 2 days of school so far this week... who knos if I'll make it 2 school 2morrow or not.. and thursday i'm not going to be there... so either way, its a real short week for me! I need to change the background of my LJ. it got fucked up awhile back and I just haven't found the time to fix it. I was going to try and do it 2day, but that just wasn't working for me at all...... I feel like complete shit! Although the medecine the dr gave me seems to be working pretty well. Thank goodness!
I called off work 2nite, I'm thinkin if i'm not much better by 2morrow nite, I'll prolly call off again. sick people and food just don't mix... AT ALL! lol, im sure the customers would appreciate me calling off. lol I know i would if i were a customer.
I wish i could fall asleep! I need sleep... well, I slept a lot 2day. but I still need sleep to get better. My stomach muscles hurt sooo bad from coughing. It's like... sore. And I keep sneezing. I think i sneezed my brains out! When i was at the dr. they took my temp and it was 2 degrees below normal, but i've been burning up sooo much 2nite. like actually sweating... IN MY BASEMENT for that matter. I AM ALWAYS COLD IN MY BASEMENT!
2day, I took at nap at like 4 in the afternoon, and when i woke up I went w/ mom to get my medecine and something to eat. So she did all that, but the whole time I kept thinkinga bout Jay. I was like DAMN! this isn't helping me get over him, but i think its because i dreamnt about him. He's fuckin gay. I HATE HIM! lol One day, I will get over him. And it best be by October first! I blocked him online, so i mean it's not like i'm going to talk to him because i had no urge to call him at all 2nite. So, I mean its working.. like not talking to him. I was thinking tho, about how much I cried when he broke up with me and how terrible it was. How i didn't eat anything for over a week. I didn't think a gurl could cry that much! It was amazing. And look... I came through it alrite! I am a strong enough person to get over that jackass! I have this quote... it says something about "how many heartbreaks does it take for a girl to turn into a WOMAN and 4get about the BOY that THOUGHT he was a MAN?!" LoL. well, it only took, like 2 for me to realize Jay isn't worth it to me. His friendship is, but his sex isn't! lol.
I just downloaded that new No Doubt song. I love it. But it kinda starts funny, i might have to re-dl it. and I want to DL the New Found Glory song, but i don't kno the name of it! : / hmm... alrite tho, i think i might get goign.. I jsut wanted to update....
oh yea, I think this whole depression this is going a lot better now. :) I've just been tryin to 4get about all the bad things! omg.. this song sucks! its like... jsut the part about do u really love me underneith it all. THATS IT! grr... gotta go re-dl... so peace the fuck out! :)
I called off work 2nite, I'm thinkin if i'm not much better by 2morrow nite, I'll prolly call off again. sick people and food just don't mix... AT ALL! lol, im sure the customers would appreciate me calling off. lol I know i would if i were a customer.
I wish i could fall asleep! I need sleep... well, I slept a lot 2day. but I still need sleep to get better. My stomach muscles hurt sooo bad from coughing. It's like... sore. And I keep sneezing. I think i sneezed my brains out! When i was at the dr. they took my temp and it was 2 degrees below normal, but i've been burning up sooo much 2nite. like actually sweating... IN MY BASEMENT for that matter. I AM ALWAYS COLD IN MY BASEMENT!
2day, I took at nap at like 4 in the afternoon, and when i woke up I went w/ mom to get my medecine and something to eat. So she did all that, but the whole time I kept thinkinga bout Jay. I was like DAMN! this isn't helping me get over him, but i think its because i dreamnt about him. He's fuckin gay. I HATE HIM! lol One day, I will get over him. And it best be by October first! I blocked him online, so i mean it's not like i'm going to talk to him because i had no urge to call him at all 2nite. So, I mean its working.. like not talking to him. I was thinking tho, about how much I cried when he broke up with me and how terrible it was. How i didn't eat anything for over a week. I didn't think a gurl could cry that much! It was amazing. And look... I came through it alrite! I am a strong enough person to get over that jackass! I have this quote... it says something about "how many heartbreaks does it take for a girl to turn into a WOMAN and 4get about the BOY that THOUGHT he was a MAN?!" LoL. well, it only took, like 2 for me to realize Jay isn't worth it to me. His friendship is, but his sex isn't! lol.
I just downloaded that new No Doubt song. I love it. But it kinda starts funny, i might have to re-dl it. and I want to DL the New Found Glory song, but i don't kno the name of it! : / hmm... alrite tho, i think i might get goign.. I jsut wanted to update....
oh yea, I think this whole depression this is going a lot better now. :) I've just been tryin to 4get about all the bad things! omg.. this song sucks! its like... jsut the part about do u really love me underneith it all. THATS IT! grr... gotta go re-dl... so peace the fuck out! :)