Nov 21, 2004 20:44
roondog71 [8:20 PM]: well i am sorry...just dont get to angry...you are the coolest girl and if someone is dumb enough to let you go they are stupid and he will realize how great you are...and then you wont be there and he will feel dumb
Roondog71 [8:20 PM]: you are the coolest girl i know
Zbo4114 [8:19 PM]: you mean alot to me nicole
Zbo4114 [8:20 PM]: i don't like to hear that you are upset
Zbo4114 [8:21 PM]: you are a beautiful, smart, funny, and awesome girl
So tonight adam and I offically broke up I was really sad when I was at his house actually I was going crazy but now that I have been talking to my friends and family it doesn't really bother me. We just wasn't meant to be and I have to deal with that. But I have alot of friends thats going to help me threw this and I love them for that. I just know I'm not ready for any type of a relationship right away, I need to focus on myself and figure out what I want. All in all this relationship just going to make me be a stronger person and to fix things for the future. The thing that makes it the hardest is that I lost my best friend that I have grew up with since I was a child. I have known him my whole life and now I wont have that friendship that I used to have. I just hope you will remember all the good times we had together not the bad (cedar point, my first concert, let alone our first kiss) I just hope I left a major impact on your life like you did with mine. I know this will never get to you but I just want you to know that. But it's time to move on and to say good bye to the one I loved...