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Seeing as no one really uses this thing at all anymore... I'm going for it...
So, I realized last Saturday/ Sunday that I CAN NOT HANDLE ANY HARD LIQUOR. Not only did I black out after being around my friends for about an hour and a half (yes, I put that much away in that short of time), but I was feeling it WAAAAYYYY into Sunday.
So, now I have a group of people who I can do the two things that I have been needing to do all semester, and have been wanting even as far back as in middle school:
1) Study with
2) Party with
So I have all these new rules for myself... most of which i haven't really been keeping.
a) No more caffeine pills - I HAVE actually kept that one
b) When I study, go somewhere where I will actually study
c) No drinking anymore Goldschlager, whiskey, brandy or tequila - I tend to start sneaking shots
d) When I make appointments... keep them, even if I am late, try to show up
e) Max rest/sleep per day = 12 hours MAX
f) only allowed to watch TV when I have completed a needed task (studying, NECESSARY cleaning)
ALSO:
Honesty is great, not for everyone, but needed at times
Affection can be found no matter what, but Love... not so much.
So, my OC's still overwhelming, but UTSA has me set up with not only a pretty good shrink, but one of the best counselors I have had yet.
Oh, and as for grades... LOL... and I honestly mean that. I think I'm getting 2 A's and 3 C's hopefully (failing calculus right now).... in a semester that I hoped would be my best.... but I can't do anything about it now but study for my remaining finals. Which, now that I have written and typeset this thing... I am going to go ahead and at least program cations, anions and basic formulas I need to KNOW but don't for my General Chemistry final Saturday at 7:30 am.
So, I realized last Saturday/ Sunday that I CAN NOT HANDLE ANY HARD LIQUOR. Not only did I black out after being around my friends for about an hour and a half (yes, I put that much away in that short of time), but I was feeling it WAAAAYYYY into Sunday.
So, now I have a group of people who I can do the two things that I have been needing to do all semester, and have been wanting even as far back as in middle school:
1) Study with
2) Party with
So I have all these new rules for myself... most of which i haven't really been keeping.
a) No more caffeine pills - I HAVE actually kept that one
b) When I study, go somewhere where I will actually study
c) No drinking anymore Goldschlager, whiskey, brandy or tequila - I tend to start sneaking shots
d) When I make appointments... keep them, even if I am late, try to show up
e) Max rest/sleep per day = 12 hours MAX
f) only allowed to watch TV when I have completed a needed task (studying, NECESSARY cleaning)
ALSO:
Honesty is great, not for everyone, but needed at times
Affection can be found no matter what, but Love... not so much.
So, my OC's still overwhelming, but UTSA has me set up with not only a pretty good shrink, but one of the best counselors I have had yet.
Oh, and as for grades... LOL... and I honestly mean that. I think I'm getting 2 A's and 3 C's hopefully (failing calculus right now).... in a semester that I hoped would be my best.... but I can't do anything about it now but study for my remaining finals. Which, now that I have written and typeset this thing... I am going to go ahead and at least program cations, anions and basic formulas I need to KNOW but don't for my General Chemistry final Saturday at 7:30 am.