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wellllllllll..... once again a post about Eric.....
well the past few days we have been talking as friends and thats it. well alst night i was bored outta my mind and he didnt have to work till 1 today so i asked if he wanted to come over and watch a movie. welll he said yeah. i told him i had to pick up my bro and i wasnt feeling good( post from yesterday headaches and nasuea. plus throat started hurting...) well he asked where my bro was and it turns out that erics friends house that he was coming from is right there, beside my bros friends house. so eric offered to pick him up. how nice.. this is not usual of eric.. well then i called and told him i appreciated it and asked if he was sure he was up for coming over.. he said yeah he was gonna ask me if i wanted to hang out but i beat him to it. well then he came over and he was telling me about how his training was over and stuff and i was asking him when he was going to m ove to jacksonville. well he told me he decided not to becasue all they have is claim adjusters positions there and thats not what he does. well then i asked him what he wanted us to be then... just freidns like we have been since he told me he was moving? how we were before he told me he was moving?( toghether but not a title) or nothing? he said well what options do i have? and i told him i wasnt making him choose nethng i just wanted to know... and then he said well i know you are reading my mind right now. and i said i know but i want you to say it to me what you want. so a few minutes later he said... I WANT YOU TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND. keep in mind last time we were ever this was when i was a junior in highschool lol. wow, he opened up and said what he wanted. and is taking a giant step into getting commited. before ... he told tara he was scared to start nething because ifd you didnt get commited you didnt get hurt. so yeah... well then i told him that i wanted to do a trial run. him show me that it would be worth it. i then told him i was starting to date someone when he told me he was moving and that nothing serious now but yeah. before i dropp everything like i did before and then get shit on. i want him to prove to me that it was going to be worth it. told him everything i want and if it cant be like that it cant happen. told him that he was going toi be the one to show effort and ask me to hang out ask me come over what not. so yeah ...then when he left last night i walked him out to his car and told him that if it didnt work this time and we break up over something stupid or if we break up at all then it will never happen again. so be caareful about it because i am not being nice this time. i told him if it cant work this time then it will never be able to work. then i aksed if liek after my trail period for him was over and i was ready to be his gf if he was going to have a changed mind and he was like no... im not going anywhere. we will see... what should i do?
well the past few days we have been talking as friends and thats it. well alst night i was bored outta my mind and he didnt have to work till 1 today so i asked if he wanted to come over and watch a movie. welll he said yeah. i told him i had to pick up my bro and i wasnt feeling good( post from yesterday headaches and nasuea. plus throat started hurting...) well he asked where my bro was and it turns out that erics friends house that he was coming from is right there, beside my bros friends house. so eric offered to pick him up. how nice.. this is not usual of eric.. well then i called and told him i appreciated it and asked if he was sure he was up for coming over.. he said yeah he was gonna ask me if i wanted to hang out but i beat him to it. well then he came over and he was telling me about how his training was over and stuff and i was asking him when he was going to m ove to jacksonville. well he told me he decided not to becasue all they have is claim adjusters positions there and thats not what he does. well then i asked him what he wanted us to be then... just freidns like we have been since he told me he was moving? how we were before he told me he was moving?( toghether but not a title) or nothing? he said well what options do i have? and i told him i wasnt making him choose nethng i just wanted to know... and then he said well i know you are reading my mind right now. and i said i know but i want you to say it to me what you want. so a few minutes later he said... I WANT YOU TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND. keep in mind last time we were ever this was when i was a junior in highschool lol. wow, he opened up and said what he wanted. and is taking a giant step into getting commited. before ... he told tara he was scared to start nething because ifd you didnt get commited you didnt get hurt. so yeah... well then i told him that i wanted to do a trial run. him show me that it would be worth it. i then told him i was starting to date someone when he told me he was moving and that nothing serious now but yeah. before i dropp everything like i did before and then get shit on. i want him to prove to me that it was going to be worth it. told him everything i want and if it cant be like that it cant happen. told him that he was going toi be the one to show effort and ask me to hang out ask me come over what not. so yeah ...then when he left last night i walked him out to his car and told him that if it didnt work this time and we break up over something stupid or if we break up at all then it will never happen again. so be caareful about it because i am not being nice this time. i told him if it cant work this time then it will never be able to work. then i aksed if liek after my trail period for him was over and i was ready to be his gf if he was going to have a changed mind and he was like no... im not going anywhere. we will see... what should i do?