i need help
..i dont understand y i feel this bad it hurts to breath to even wake up in the morning knowin i gotta put a fake smile on for everyone so they dont kno how bad im hurting,ive lost my bestfriend,he wont talk to me when i need him the most hes the one who has been there when i felt like this b4 not this bad t close i kno i have ppl who care and i love yall soo much yall just dont kno,brittany u r my bestfriend through thick and thin and i love u soo much i dont kno what i would do without u u take my pissy attitude all the time,but i kno i take urs too,and brian man i love u soo much i wish u could read this ,b/c i miss u soo much u have helped me when i felt like shit u helped me when josh hurt me u were there when i needed u and now ur not there when i need u the most,im sorry for w/e i did please just come back to me so i wont b alone i can b without u......i wish u would know this...i just hate feelin like this i wish i could get help but im scared,im scared of everything......i just dont kno anymore...