i never thought id say it.. but ive lost ALL respect for you!
*well i got into a fight with my BESTFRIEND we have been friends for like 2 years. i tell her everything. she tells me everything. we have got into alot of fights before over stupid shit and just like this one it was stupid too! i hapen to start talking to her ex bf from like 2 1/2 years ago online. didnt know who he was! we were on AIM and he IMed me asking who i was i told him.. and he was like well i donno who u are but i gues we GOT to know eachother..so we kept talking. come 2 find out i knew his cuzzin that was shout like last year. my sister use to go w/ his bruther and all this. i was like WOW this is a small world. he is a real cool person. and hes SO sweet! we talk about deep sh!t .. life and everything. showin eachother pix and shit like that. and then i realized like omg do u know laura? hes like yeah i was like yeah shes my best friend so we are both amazed! so i call and tell her the whole deal and shes like wtf? why do u talk 2 him! im like why are u mad.. like dayum we just hapen to start talking we are just cool. and shes like oh so its like that. im like wtf? and shes like thats realllly nice. oh yeah SO nice! im like are u fucking serouse? so she gets this huge attitude and starts ignoring me. i told him about it. i was like deshaun... shes mad that we talk! and hes like why? me and her are JUST FRIENDS NOW! and im like i donno shes the jelous type! so i got pissed off becuz she started telling him shit like "oh dont talk 2 her. shes such a bitch and shes such a liar". im like whattttt! and he showed me and everything. so me and her dont speak for like 3 days! and so i IM her yesterday and im like " i mean lets get this sh!t over with. us not speaking to eachother is getting really dayum old. your almost 17 years old and your TOO dayum old for sh!t like this. this is sooo middle school and i dont have time to be playing GAMES with u. yeah im almost 15 years old..but ive been through ALOT and im SO mature for my age.. and i can tell u that im over shit like this!" shes like oh well. and shes just tha type to be so stingy and soo grimey i guess! so she starts being so rude. giving me these smart ass comments and im like u know what go ahead and play your lil kiddie ass games! im too old for this and ive grown from this sh!t your mad becuz WOW i know deshaun and hes your ex and me and him are FRIENDS? wtf hes 20 years old.. hes a grown ass man he can talk 2 WHOEVER the fuck he wants to! it was a mess. and she was just ignoring me i was like so i guess its like that. well let it be whatever you want it to be. becuz i tryed to help. i tryed to work this stupid sh!t out! but u didnt wanna work it out. but whatever its a DONE deal! ive been into fights with her for TOO dayum long!ive been there for her through THICK and THIN and shes BARELLY been there for me. everytime i tell her about my dad or sumthing she has sumthing RUDE to say about it.. and i just end up crying more. fuck her.. shes just a jelous bitch. whatever!!some friend she was riight? yah i'll miss her. we talked everyday and it was SO fun. but i guess THATS LIFE? maybe 1 day we'll talk
* today was a good day i guess. well it was alright! went to school. got a manicure and pedicure and decided to do it up with tha HOT PINK NAIL POLISH!! yah SPRING IS HERE! well not really for us becuz theres still snow out side but oh well the sun was out and SHINING! i started a new diet and everything today ive got ALOT of weight to loose for the spring/ summer! gotta get into that bikkini YOU KNOW! i kinda fucked up on tha diet today.. i ate sum candy! and today im kinda sick so im not gonna be working out. but tomorow FOR SURE! i need people to motivate me. and i have nuthing people just PUT ME DOWN! any1 have any tips.. holllllerrrr at me! LOL well i gotta go finsh cleaning and do sum homework! much love to you guyes!!