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i hate days like today.
i actually just feel completely helpless. and alone. and sad. and broke. and severely under-appreciated.
why can't some people think about anyone other than themselves once in a while?
there's so many things i want right now and they just seem so far out of my grasp. and all the meager attempts to take control back over my life and grow the fuck up, just keep failing. it's disheartening.
damnit, i miss the old days/people/ignorance/naivety/simple pleasures/etc.
i actually just feel completely helpless. and alone. and sad. and broke. and severely under-appreciated.
why can't some people think about anyone other than themselves once in a while?
there's so many things i want right now and they just seem so far out of my grasp. and all the meager attempts to take control back over my life and grow the fuck up, just keep failing. it's disheartening.
damnit, i miss the old days/people/ignorance/naivety/simple pleasures/etc.