May 23, 2005 20:02
Well not much done today just layed around.....bored .....bored.....and bored again....
There isn't really much to do once you graduate from High School......ahhhhh
I don't think I'll do much tonight...probably watch a little Tv , fuck
around on the internet and make a few phone calls...I'm just so damn
bored.....
I'll probably find something to do tomorrow....if not i'll just sleep
all day...maybe something exciting will happen. I almost forgot i
applied for a job at Sonic today...i hope i get it because it will give
me something to do and i need the money...looking for a job is just so
damn hard...blah...I'll write something tomorrow
~Stephanie
Has anyone ever felt the way I feel??? I'm so in-love with this boy and
I don't have anything to fall bck on because he got mad at me and
hasn't really talked to me or anything since then...I hate this
feeling...should i just say fuck him or should i hang on...his little
sister is nosey and listens to his phone conversations with his friends
and he says good things about me but when he gets around me its a
different story...she gets so excited to tell me and it makes me
excited, but it seems i always end up getting my hopes up...I love him
so much and he can't even see this...It pisses me off and I want to
know what happens but i really want to rush it but i dont....im
confused!!!!!!!!!!