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hmmm...so i just got to thinking [odd i know] because there was a lady here from nyack [one of the schools i applied to, and starting to look more and more likely...my parents really want me to go there] and she was talking all about college and stuff. it just kinda hit me for the first time that college is a whole different life than high school. and mainly, its just hard for me to picture myself in a life that didnt include all of the people i now consider my close friends. im assuming we will at least stay in touch but its not really the same thing. in college ill really only see any of them/you on breaks when were home and then after that the chances of living near any or all of them and really staying close friends is very little. i dont mean to be sad or anything like that i guess what i just wanted to say is that i love every single one of you and we should always make the most of the time we have together now. I really do love all of you.