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I need to tell you something that will either make or break us. But i can't live with the wondering of how things could be without telling you. And even though i know that whatever time we have left is little. And i know that theres someone else for some reason. all the reasons that should be keeping me from saying that this just doesn't matter to me. But i have to tell you before i completely lose myself even more in you. I love you. But not in the 'i want to spend the rest of my life with you" way. It's more of 'i don't know what i'd do without you'. Your the epitome of everything i've ever searched for in another person and i dont know what i'm going to do when your not here to make everything okay anymore. Who am i going to go to when i need someone to make me feel okay about the fact that i'm going to miss you more than anyone i've ever missed before? Whose going to make the fact that i can't call you to tell you "goodnight"..okay? I've never been this scared of losing someone.
..i thought it was cute =)