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things have been soo soo hard lately. at times im on cloud 9 than the next second my world comes crashing down. idk if its just me or the situations i get myself in. i feel like i have no one even though thats not true. i keep soooo many things locked up deep inside that i will never tell because im too scared of what other ppl with think. i have been going through alot and people who i love so much have been slowly slipping away from me. i dont think neone understands what i feel because i cant explain it in words. i feel like im gaining so much but loosing so much more and it hurts. thanks soo much to every1 who ive talked to because it means so much to me and thank you laura for just hanging out with me and talking to me about things i love you soo much and i had alot of fun. sry for the sobe story, ill shut up now