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I hate this feeling, but i am done.
I'm done making you tell me that you love me. i'm sick of you telling me how much of a horrible person i am, you think i don't know? you think i don't feel so incredibly horrible for what i did? i've apologised so much i cant even remember the amount of times i've said it.
All i asked was a little sympathy from you to understand why i would be upset over the fact that some girl who u just started being friends with, decides to tell you that she likes you 3 days after we break up. Come on, who wouldn't understand why i would be upset.
i loved you so much. you arent even yourself anymore, when i told you how scared i was about my dad and how that was the reason i had been so angry and frustrated lately, all you said to me was "louisa didn't deserve what you said to her" are you fucking joking? that bitch deserves every last mean thing i have to say to her. how could she have the balls to do that to me. you have made me cry more times then anyone i have ever met, and i loved you more then anyone i had ever met. I thought you would be there for me more then anyone, but i was wrong. you aren't the person i went out with anymore, you know how sorry i am but it was your choice not to take me back, so you can not blame the fact that we aren't together on me. this is the last journal entry i am going to waste on you. You didn't even have the decancy to call me back when i was talking to max practically having a mental breakdown.I can't even write this without crying, when i read it i cant even beleive what i am writing because i never expected it to be this way.I don't want to let you go. I can't beleive you let things end this way...
beeb.
I'm done making you tell me that you love me. i'm sick of you telling me how much of a horrible person i am, you think i don't know? you think i don't feel so incredibly horrible for what i did? i've apologised so much i cant even remember the amount of times i've said it.
All i asked was a little sympathy from you to understand why i would be upset over the fact that some girl who u just started being friends with, decides to tell you that she likes you 3 days after we break up. Come on, who wouldn't understand why i would be upset.
i loved you so much. you arent even yourself anymore, when i told you how scared i was about my dad and how that was the reason i had been so angry and frustrated lately, all you said to me was "louisa didn't deserve what you said to her" are you fucking joking? that bitch deserves every last mean thing i have to say to her. how could she have the balls to do that to me. you have made me cry more times then anyone i have ever met, and i loved you more then anyone i had ever met. I thought you would be there for me more then anyone, but i was wrong. you aren't the person i went out with anymore, you know how sorry i am but it was your choice not to take me back, so you can not blame the fact that we aren't together on me. this is the last journal entry i am going to waste on you. You didn't even have the decancy to call me back when i was talking to max practically having a mental breakdown.I can't even write this without crying, when i read it i cant even beleive what i am writing because i never expected it to be this way.I don't want to let you go. I can't beleive you let things end this way...
beeb.