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yea i jsut got back from jaystaas. we had some really tasty pizza and taco stuff for dinner, it was delicous.
it makes me kinda sad to think about next year because college is usually when a lot of people lose touch and it makes me sad to think about. Also because i won't be going to school with jay and all these horrible things start going through my mind even though they shouldnt because we are in love...i dunno i really wish i didnt fuck up that one year because i did so well the two years before and this year... it makes me regret it so much... then i could just go to umass with everyone. even though i could transfer after one year at freakin middlesex it still makes me sad cause i dont want to stay away at some college because i dont want to be away from jay,but then again i dont want everyone to have fun without me..amyyyyy u better come back and hang out with me because i will be sad without you man.It's also weird to think that some people we might not see ever again or atleast for a while. UGHHH i hate when kim comes over and talks to us at school cause serisouly the ONLY thing she talks about is next year and college and how awesome its going to be and it just makes me sad...watevs im just a fool and since jay and i were talking about it now its getting to me and its so confusing to think about. ughhh and im fat and want to diet but its FREAKIN REALLY HARD. jay made me the most delicous wrap today and oh man i love food. PEACE OUT HOMIESSSSSSSSSSSS tomorrows friday WOOOP WOOOP finally this week has been long and annoying except lord of the rings because amy and I had a party watching it and I STAYED AWAKE hells yea! woooo.
it makes me kinda sad to think about next year because college is usually when a lot of people lose touch and it makes me sad to think about. Also because i won't be going to school with jay and all these horrible things start going through my mind even though they shouldnt because we are in love...i dunno i really wish i didnt fuck up that one year because i did so well the two years before and this year... it makes me regret it so much... then i could just go to umass with everyone. even though i could transfer after one year at freakin middlesex it still makes me sad cause i dont want to stay away at some college because i dont want to be away from jay,but then again i dont want everyone to have fun without me..amyyyyy u better come back and hang out with me because i will be sad without you man.It's also weird to think that some people we might not see ever again or atleast for a while. UGHHH i hate when kim comes over and talks to us at school cause serisouly the ONLY thing she talks about is next year and college and how awesome its going to be and it just makes me sad...watevs im just a fool and since jay and i were talking about it now its getting to me and its so confusing to think about. ughhh and im fat and want to diet but its FREAKIN REALLY HARD. jay made me the most delicous wrap today and oh man i love food. PEACE OUT HOMIESSSSSSSSSSSS tomorrows friday WOOOP WOOOP finally this week has been long and annoying except lord of the rings because amy and I had a party watching it and I STAYED AWAKE hells yea! woooo.