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And then life turns you around to face the right direction.
after the crap with conor i got angry. and with anger came the ripping off of the blinders. seriously, i wanted him bcak...then i thought about it and reread some of my entries and realized i was crazy. i was o not happy and we areso not right for each other. if anything, i should have broken up with him.
i am finally confidant in who i am and what i want. i do not want to come in second. i have plans for my future fo first time ever, although once i have my license i may opt out of michigan. barring meeting the love of my life, i see nothing stopping me.
i started a second job on monday which leaves me with no day off and very little free time, but i don't care. am finding time fo the things i want to do. i can now make enough to be completely independent and save for my new car graduation present. this is my life and i will finally live it the way i want to.
in other news, a friend i had been innocently firting with prior to the breakup is a little more active in my life. he's not interested in a long distance relationship and i am no way ready to date, so for now i have a friend to kemy thoughts off of my mending heart. and it means i am spending a fair amount of my precious free time in east lansing
if some of this doesn't make sense, sorry. it was typed on my phone during my lunch break.
after the crap with conor i got angry. and with anger came the ripping off of the blinders. seriously, i wanted him bcak...then i thought about it and reread some of my entries and realized i was crazy. i was o not happy and we areso not right for each other. if anything, i should have broken up with him.
i am finally confidant in who i am and what i want. i do not want to come in second. i have plans for my future fo first time ever, although once i have my license i may opt out of michigan. barring meeting the love of my life, i see nothing stopping me.
i started a second job on monday which leaves me with no day off and very little free time, but i don't care. am finding time fo the things i want to do. i can now make enough to be completely independent and save for my new car graduation present. this is my life and i will finally live it the way i want to.
in other news, a friend i had been innocently firting with prior to the breakup is a little more active in my life. he's not interested in a long distance relationship and i am no way ready to date, so for now i have a friend to kemy thoughts off of my mending heart. and it means i am spending a fair amount of my precious free time in east lansing
if some of this doesn't make sense, sorry. it was typed on my phone during my lunch break.