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there needs to be a cure for depression or a cure for my bad luck.
its been over 5 years since i've been destructive towards myself, and i have no urge to anymore, but the sadness still takes over my mood when too much happens at the same time. i'm an overachiever who never achieved anything..blah. the weather matches my mood.
maybe this is why i'm so drawn to animals. they need someone to take care of them, but are never to say exactly what they need or want. i hate feeling like this...back to singing along with evanescence to shake this off.
its been over 5 years since i've been destructive towards myself, and i have no urge to anymore, but the sadness still takes over my mood when too much happens at the same time. i'm an overachiever who never achieved anything..blah. the weather matches my mood.
maybe this is why i'm so drawn to animals. they need someone to take care of them, but are never to say exactly what they need or want. i hate feeling like this...back to singing along with evanescence to shake this off.