where do i start?!
to start off the PISTONS won!!! 80-88!! it was a pretty sweet game, i really never watch anything like that but i was like okay w/e ill watch it, it wasnt bad, just nothing that you will catch me doing all the time, but its all good
things over my way really havent been going all that great i guess you can say......my family has been going through alot of shit, i guess you can call it "drama" and and me and spanos were talking the yesterday night and i was doing alot of thinking that put me into tears. i hate it when times like this come up bc if someone in my family is mad at one person they take it out on the whole family and gets every one pissed at everyone...idk it just makes me mad and sad and everything when these times come. its like i know its happening and i wanna do something to prevent it from keep happening but i just dont know what to do any more?!
and then since spanos and my brother have been together it just seems thats all that matters to them is them 2 and them 2 only, it seems as if i am with them they just forget i am there, i dont know if they really mean to but to me thats what seems to be happening, and i dont like it at all, it makes me seem as if i am not wanted or something?! and b4 them 2 started going out me and david used to be really close, but now it seems as if were like getting farther and farther apart, but idk, like i have said i dont know what to do any more, i am about to just be like i dont give 2 shit about anything right now! its like ahh i dont even know any more.......i guess you can say my life is just falling apart.....
Maybe i am going to a depressed stage in life?! who know cuz i sure in the hell dont?!
well i guess im out for now....so ttyl......
lol
(lots of love)
things over my way really havent been going all that great i guess you can say......my family has been going through alot of shit, i guess you can call it "drama" and and me and spanos were talking the yesterday night and i was doing alot of thinking that put me into tears. i hate it when times like this come up bc if someone in my family is mad at one person they take it out on the whole family and gets every one pissed at everyone...idk it just makes me mad and sad and everything when these times come. its like i know its happening and i wanna do something to prevent it from keep happening but i just dont know what to do any more?!
and then since spanos and my brother have been together it just seems thats all that matters to them is them 2 and them 2 only, it seems as if i am with them they just forget i am there, i dont know if they really mean to but to me thats what seems to be happening, and i dont like it at all, it makes me seem as if i am not wanted or something?! and b4 them 2 started going out me and david used to be really close, but now it seems as if were like getting farther and farther apart, but idk, like i have said i dont know what to do any more, i am about to just be like i dont give 2 shit about anything right now! its like ahh i dont even know any more.......i guess you can say my life is just falling apart.....
Maybe i am going to a depressed stage in life?! who know cuz i sure in the hell dont?!
well i guess im out for now....so ttyl......
lol
(lots of love)