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i think its that time again to update, Amanda and im sure everyone else is getting sick of reading the same shit over and over! well 2 words for all you TOUGH SHIT!!! lol jk
Everyone kept telling me that my senior year is just gunna fly by and i really didnt believe them but then again i did. and i'm finding out that its going by really fast. homecoming is already here, next week the 9th which i'm not all that excite about going. it started out lookin good and i asked steve hurley to go with me and he said yes, well today i got a note from him and i was all excited b4 i read it and when i read it i got really sad, he said he really didnt want to go with me and he said yes with out even thinking, so that made me sad bc i was really looking foward to going with him but that isnt happening any more he told me he was sorry and all but still. so yea. thats that i guess today really wasnt my day. idk for some reason it just didnt seem right, i really wasnt happy, more on the lines of being sad. its just that lately the littleest things have been getting to me, for example the whole steve thing, homecoming(not even sure if i wanna go any more, if i so didnt have my dress i so wouldnt be going) but i kinda have no choice right now, i feel like i dont have anyone there for me any more like i used to,my mom is kinda taking things out on me about her job and its just the littlest stupidest things that have been getting to me lately! i just found out some news about my brother what i really didnt wanna hear.......so yea...i mean its not bad well for me it is but not seriously bad...just that he wont be comin down here any more idk thats just what i hear, he never calls me any more or anything so i really dont have him here for me anymore, ahhh these things just make me mad! idk i guess im done complaning for now maybe....but feel free to leave comments!
Everyone kept telling me that my senior year is just gunna fly by and i really didnt believe them but then again i did. and i'm finding out that its going by really fast. homecoming is already here, next week the 9th which i'm not all that excite about going. it started out lookin good and i asked steve hurley to go with me and he said yes, well today i got a note from him and i was all excited b4 i read it and when i read it i got really sad, he said he really didnt want to go with me and he said yes with out even thinking, so that made me sad bc i was really looking foward to going with him but that isnt happening any more he told me he was sorry and all but still. so yea. thats that i guess today really wasnt my day. idk for some reason it just didnt seem right, i really wasnt happy, more on the lines of being sad. its just that lately the littleest things have been getting to me, for example the whole steve thing, homecoming(not even sure if i wanna go any more, if i so didnt have my dress i so wouldnt be going) but i kinda have no choice right now, i feel like i dont have anyone there for me any more like i used to,my mom is kinda taking things out on me about her job and its just the littlest stupidest things that have been getting to me lately! i just found out some news about my brother what i really didnt wanna hear.......so yea...i mean its not bad well for me it is but not seriously bad...just that he wont be comin down here any more idk thats just what i hear, he never calls me any more or anything so i really dont have him here for me anymore, ahhh these things just make me mad! idk i guess im done complaning for now maybe....but feel free to leave comments!