Wish i could turn back time....
August 1st, 2004......My worest birthday
well i guess i/you can say that my bday is over...which really suck, i just wish i could turn back time, its not that i had such an AWESOME birthday , its more on the lines of the WOREST birthday i ever had....
where do i start....well saturday at midnight so actually it would be sunday my birthday my brother and his friend was here and we were talking about my birthday kinda and they were like well its nothing important so yea that kinda hurt me...so i was like yea w/e and just went on and then i came to realize that it was my birthday and i couldnt even spend it with 2 of my good friends that i am usually with, amanda and amanda. i was thinkin very bad thoughts like oh they wont even call me ill be lucky if i get a text from them if i even get it....so yea i was in tears for that one....welll then i went shopping with my sister her fience(keith) and my brother which was prolly the best time of the day...well besides that keith kept pickin on me which was gettin on my nerves kinda made me mad but oh well.... while we were shopping i got a call from spanos and we kinda talked it over and she appologized to me so we were cool again and never did get a call from amanda scott...she texted me saying happy birthday which did kinda make me mad but she said her mom wouldnt let her use the phone so i was like yea okay?! well things were cool the most excting thing was later i found out that the rest of my birthday present was the boys 2 men concert which i was all excited for!!! that was AWESOME....til amanda and amanda started there shit up again. i called spanos to find out where they were and she said they were on there way so i was like look you guyz can sit with us and we can all chill have fun and talk and what not.... so i was like sweet....well i called amanda and she said she was like at the gate i said okay well it is just you amanda and paul and she said no me amanda paul and timmy....i was like okay well just to let you know you might want to hurry up bc keiths friends came to sit with us and theres just enough room here for you guyz so she said okay thats fine...well when we seen eachother we walked to where i was sitting and everything well amanda and amanda were saying some behind us and i was like yea i know i can tell your drunk and spanos was like she isnt drunk shes high....so i was like okay w/e well we got to where we were sitting and they just kept walking and everything....which kinda pissed me off bc we were all sup[ose to sit to gether and talk have fun and what not but not thye had to go sit all the way at the other end...i texted them and was like i dont even know why i try...you guyz say your gunna sit with us so we can talk and chill and what not and come to find out they didnt want to cuz my brother was there and amanda scott didnt wanna sit with my brother so yea that pissed me off......so idk whats goin on with them too but im not really liking it.....so yea that kinda mad my night go down...so i was like you know what ill ttyl when the concert is done i wanna see it and i dont want my night to go to shit...i just dont know what to do....
then there were some ppl that i thought would have called me to at least wish me a happy birthday but no...not many ppl did...so that brought a tear to my eye.....and there were some ppl that i could have just told like the other day that didnt call me or anything but then i got a call from some ppl that i didnt expect to call me which wwas alwasys good.......so yea i gues syou can say this was the WOREST birthday i could ever have....i so wish i could turn back time
ahhhh...oh well...what can i do now?!?! nothing..... just moving on with the future.
well i guess i/you can say that my bday is over...which really suck, i just wish i could turn back time, its not that i had such an AWESOME birthday , its more on the lines of the WOREST birthday i ever had....
where do i start....well saturday at midnight so actually it would be sunday my birthday my brother and his friend was here and we were talking about my birthday kinda and they were like well its nothing important so yea that kinda hurt me...so i was like yea w/e and just went on and then i came to realize that it was my birthday and i couldnt even spend it with 2 of my good friends that i am usually with, amanda and amanda. i was thinkin very bad thoughts like oh they wont even call me ill be lucky if i get a text from them if i even get it....so yea i was in tears for that one....welll then i went shopping with my sister her fience(keith) and my brother which was prolly the best time of the day...well besides that keith kept pickin on me which was gettin on my nerves kinda made me mad but oh well.... while we were shopping i got a call from spanos and we kinda talked it over and she appologized to me so we were cool again and never did get a call from amanda scott...she texted me saying happy birthday which did kinda make me mad but she said her mom wouldnt let her use the phone so i was like yea okay?! well things were cool the most excting thing was later i found out that the rest of my birthday present was the boys 2 men concert which i was all excited for!!! that was AWESOME....til amanda and amanda started there shit up again. i called spanos to find out where they were and she said they were on there way so i was like look you guyz can sit with us and we can all chill have fun and talk and what not.... so i was like sweet....well i called amanda and she said she was like at the gate i said okay well it is just you amanda and paul and she said no me amanda paul and timmy....i was like okay well just to let you know you might want to hurry up bc keiths friends came to sit with us and theres just enough room here for you guyz so she said okay thats fine...well when we seen eachother we walked to where i was sitting and everything well amanda and amanda were saying some behind us and i was like yea i know i can tell your drunk and spanos was like she isnt drunk shes high....so i was like okay w/e well we got to where we were sitting and they just kept walking and everything....which kinda pissed me off bc we were all sup[ose to sit to gether and talk have fun and what not but not thye had to go sit all the way at the other end...i texted them and was like i dont even know why i try...you guyz say your gunna sit with us so we can talk and chill and what not and come to find out they didnt want to cuz my brother was there and amanda scott didnt wanna sit with my brother so yea that pissed me off......so idk whats goin on with them too but im not really liking it.....so yea that kinda mad my night go down...so i was like you know what ill ttyl when the concert is done i wanna see it and i dont want my night to go to shit...i just dont know what to do....
then there were some ppl that i thought would have called me to at least wish me a happy birthday but no...not many ppl did...so that brought a tear to my eye.....and there were some ppl that i could have just told like the other day that didnt call me or anything but then i got a call from some ppl that i didnt expect to call me which wwas alwasys good.......so yea i gues syou can say this was the WOREST birthday i could ever have....i so wish i could turn back time
ahhhh...oh well...what can i do now?!?! nothing..... just moving on with the future.