Life, just plain life.
Life, its a word that we hear everyday. But, what does life mean to you? To some it means just getting by, or being incredibly spoiled and never needing or wanting anything. To me, Life is a best friend that no matter what happens, we always come back to each other. Life is finding out that you are going to be a godmother to her son. Life is having a boyfriend that takes all your shit because he loves you and he knows that you can be a better person. Life is doing things the best that you can, and not taking things for granted. Life is doing things that you don't want to do, Life is being who you are, and knowing what you are all about. When you figure all that out, you have found your purpose in life. For some, their purpose is being a great mother and great person. For others, its doing what you gotta do to get by. For me, I am a mixture. I was once told, "Jill, find your Jack and hold on, you may never find another." I have to say, thats probably one of the best pieces of advice I could have ever had. I believe that I have found my Jack, and I will hold on with all that I have and all that I can. I would be lost without him, and if not for him, I wouldn't be where I am today. He has helped me so much in just 2 years, even more in the past year. I have to swallow my pride, and admit that I have been wrong in the way that I have been treating him. I wish that I could go back in time and change a few things, but I can't and I have to make up for that. Its going to take a long time to do all this, but I can do it. Life, for me, is filled with people that I owe a lot of gratitude to, and someday, I hope that I will be able to pay up.