Sooo....
Abbey started to talk to me more and I'm kind of excited.
This morning and also earlier this week I've been getting really nervous at school. And I've been biting my lip. I didn't think it was that hard until this morning before 2nd hour it started to bleed and wouldn't stop. And I thought no one would notice until Molly and Chase are like OMG! What happened? I just kinda swerved around the subject of why I bit my lip. Also people have noticed my thumbs! I've had this habit since I was like 10. When I get restless and nervous I take my pointer finger and scrach my thumb skin. I swear I'm not hurting myself I just get scared and worried and nervous.
Oh yeah, another problem. My eye has started to get red and a little puffy lately and I'm like not again. So we call the doctor and tell her. And shes like it's not a allergic reation to something. It's stress. Something about amount of blood flow to the head. She said that I should make yourself happy and relax more. Grrrreat.
In Lit & Comp Block is okay. Ms. Winklebitch I can honestly say is more annoying than Vern. Damnn. We're reading Romeo and Juliet in class together. And well Jacob wanted to be Romeo and Winklemann made me be Juliet. At first I was like UGH I have a lisp, I can't read infront of people, this is awkward with jacob, and this is ancient english. But then I started to have fun. Jacob made it a lot easier and reading it wasnt bad. I liked it, suprisingly.
Yesturday at church Makk came up to me and it was this all over weird vibe. And everything she said...I dont know if i took it the right way. It sent me kinda down. I really need to teach myself how to get back on my feet.
Its been a shitty week. Mike bozarth is the only one whos kept me going, he's got great advice. inspiring advice. Great guy.
Anything else is just no ones buisness. Why bother.
This morning and also earlier this week I've been getting really nervous at school. And I've been biting my lip. I didn't think it was that hard until this morning before 2nd hour it started to bleed and wouldn't stop. And I thought no one would notice until Molly and Chase are like OMG! What happened? I just kinda swerved around the subject of why I bit my lip. Also people have noticed my thumbs! I've had this habit since I was like 10. When I get restless and nervous I take my pointer finger and scrach my thumb skin. I swear I'm not hurting myself I just get scared and worried and nervous.
Oh yeah, another problem. My eye has started to get red and a little puffy lately and I'm like not again. So we call the doctor and tell her. And shes like it's not a allergic reation to something. It's stress. Something about amount of blood flow to the head. She said that I should make yourself happy and relax more. Grrrreat.
In Lit & Comp Block is okay. Ms. Winklebitch I can honestly say is more annoying than Vern. Damnn. We're reading Romeo and Juliet in class together. And well Jacob wanted to be Romeo and Winklemann made me be Juliet. At first I was like UGH I have a lisp, I can't read infront of people, this is awkward with jacob, and this is ancient english. But then I started to have fun. Jacob made it a lot easier and reading it wasnt bad. I liked it, suprisingly.
Yesturday at church Makk came up to me and it was this all over weird vibe. And everything she said...I dont know if i took it the right way. It sent me kinda down. I really need to teach myself how to get back on my feet.
Its been a shitty week. Mike bozarth is the only one whos kept me going, he's got great advice. inspiring advice. Great guy.
Anything else is just no ones buisness. Why bother.