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I've hit a slump.
Yes,right before homecoming.
I think I'll get back up.
I hate that feeling when if you just exhale you'll break down in tears.
So then you find yourself almost suffocating yourself, so you wont get embarrised.
Everyday I'm getting more silent at school.
The one person I run to, seems out of reach.
Or just happy, so I don't want to ruin it for him.
I feel needy.
But 'Compassion' sounds so good right now.
I'd kill just to let everything flood out of me.
But here we go again, theres only one person.
I can't do that.
No.
Damn it.
Younglife wasn't as fun.
Maybe me complaining is making myself sick.
I haven't hit this low in awhile.
Yes,right before homecoming.
I think I'll get back up.
I hate that feeling when if you just exhale you'll break down in tears.
So then you find yourself almost suffocating yourself, so you wont get embarrised.
Everyday I'm getting more silent at school.
The one person I run to, seems out of reach.
Or just happy, so I don't want to ruin it for him.
I feel needy.
But 'Compassion' sounds so good right now.
I'd kill just to let everything flood out of me.
But here we go again, theres only one person.
I can't do that.
No.
Damn it.
Younglife wasn't as fun.
Maybe me complaining is making myself sick.
I haven't hit this low in awhile.