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god help me. i didnt get much sleep last night because mom and dad mostly dad was yelling and i couldnt take it. i wanted to leave. just pack some shit and leave and not come back. i dont want to go home tonight no matter what. i cant stand being near my father. is it not bad that i am constantly afraid of going home? that i am afriad of my dad? afraid for my mom and my own safety? this cant last any longer. i want him out. but what can i do? im nothing but a kid. if i refuse to cme home they can deal with their shit. if igo home and they start their yelling agian i will call the police over a domestic desturbance. i dont care if my parents yell at me for doing it. cause i will. i want this all to come to an end and i dont see it happening soon. but i need to go.