Why Are you so mean 2 me bitch

[lilbadboy2k5]

i hate you so much right now Rachel you said you didn't love me. Thats why i hate you you stupid ass bitch j/k love ya baby lets have sex lol j/k wasn't that funny when i hit you and no im not gon to beat my wife, and im not racist. Well anyways i see where back in 4th period with mr. pothead please do your work. we are going to have to help a certain person pass the 11th grade. Today has been a very good day so far its moving a lil slow me and my gurl broke up last night we coo but we just gotta work it out. she said she was depressed and that it would take a lot for her to start talking to me again i was really sad last night i felt so bad. she said why did you do this 2 me? she said that everyone she gets close 2 leaves her it was really sad and she was crying i was like i mean i can't change the way i feel. she doesn't want to lose me but i just can't handle our relationship. I will truely miss her cuz i know that everything will never b the same way again. I didn't wanna call her but she called me and we talked and she thought i wanted to break up cuz i was going with sumone else she thinks im cheating on her which i wasn't. So who would have ever thougt it would have ended like this both of us feeling all sad and depressed. what she fails to understand is that i love her but i don't c our relationship moving anywhere but downhill thats why i wanted to just be friends. i would prefer us to end being friends then to end and hate each other. Truthfully i hope it works out but if it doesn't then theres nothing else i can do i told her that she was a special part of me but she doesn't care

until next time im out