god reads LJ's
attention everyone:
god reads LJ's. and he truly does answer prayer. i'm not a big one for preaching. but i am truly amazed how God works in truly mysterious ways...i can expand on it later in further detail but here's the basics
~ derek called me
~ he's moving to colorado
~ he wanted me to go to his going away party with him and i couldn't go because i already had plans
~ he told me he really wanted to see me and asked if he could see me sunday (today). i said ok
~ i was convinced he wouldn't call or show up
~ he called and showed up
~ i actually really enjoyed talking to him, it went really well
~ he brougt up the wedding. he apologized. i told him he hurt me. etc etc etc. i said what i needed to say and i felt better.
~ saying goodbye was absolutely one of the hardest emotional situations I have ever dealt with.
~ if we didn't hug 20 times we didn't hug once
~ it was obvious we wanted to kiss each other...you know, that look in the eyes. it was terrible. but we didn't
~ i wrote him a letter and i gave it to him. i'm not going to say what i wrote, but it made me feel better and i would've regretted not giving it to him. and no, it wasn't bad.
~ i did not cry in front of him, but i cried after he left.
~ it was really really sad...but
~ i feel better...i have closure now, thank you Derek, thank you God.
~ time to let go and move on....i guess.
god reads LJ's. and he truly does answer prayer. i'm not a big one for preaching. but i am truly amazed how God works in truly mysterious ways...i can expand on it later in further detail but here's the basics
~ derek called me
~ he's moving to colorado
~ he wanted me to go to his going away party with him and i couldn't go because i already had plans
~ he told me he really wanted to see me and asked if he could see me sunday (today). i said ok
~ i was convinced he wouldn't call or show up
~ he called and showed up
~ i actually really enjoyed talking to him, it went really well
~ he brougt up the wedding. he apologized. i told him he hurt me. etc etc etc. i said what i needed to say and i felt better.
~ saying goodbye was absolutely one of the hardest emotional situations I have ever dealt with.
~ if we didn't hug 20 times we didn't hug once
~ it was obvious we wanted to kiss each other...you know, that look in the eyes. it was terrible. but we didn't
~ i wrote him a letter and i gave it to him. i'm not going to say what i wrote, but it made me feel better and i would've regretted not giving it to him. and no, it wasn't bad.
~ i did not cry in front of him, but i cried after he left.
~ it was really really sad...but
~ i feel better...i have closure now, thank you Derek, thank you God.
~ time to let go and move on....i guess.