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wow today was a very messed up day....i wanted to hit amy today i wish she wasnt 15 yrs old. stupid nasty bitch. She pisses me off soo bad. She needs to stop runnign her mouth siting there saying i am nasty when shes the one that is def nasty. Anywayz other then that i almost grabbed robs penis in silver bullets again today my bad. I cant helo it it was there and i had to grab something before i fell.
Other news I'm not gunna tell brad i like him anymore. I am gunna wait. I dont want to push him or myself because shit alwayz messes up that way. I dont think me and him are going to end up dating again but thats fine. Things happen for a reason. I am glad we are friends again though, I like talking to him and i like it when he is there for me. I will alwayz be here for him when he needs me too. Hes a great friend and i dont want people to ruin that between us.
I have been so depressed lately and i dont rlly know why. I am just afraid of gettign hrt and i am soo sick of the drama. Lately i havent been wantign to talk to hardly neone. im sick of being depressed i want to be happy again so from this moment on i will be. Thats all i want to be is happy. I will seem like im happy but i wont be. I am sick of not being happy i just want things to change thats all iw ant!!!
Other news I'm not gunna tell brad i like him anymore. I am gunna wait. I dont want to push him or myself because shit alwayz messes up that way. I dont think me and him are going to end up dating again but thats fine. Things happen for a reason. I am glad we are friends again though, I like talking to him and i like it when he is there for me. I will alwayz be here for him when he needs me too. Hes a great friend and i dont want people to ruin that between us.
I have been so depressed lately and i dont rlly know why. I am just afraid of gettign hrt and i am soo sick of the drama. Lately i havent been wantign to talk to hardly neone. im sick of being depressed i want to be happy again so from this moment on i will be. Thats all i want to be is happy. I will seem like im happy but i wont be. I am sick of not being happy i just want things to change thats all iw ant!!!