Apr 22, 2005 23:56
Hey Hey Hey! What's going on my lovelies?!?!? Nothing much here just chillin like a villain talking to my man J-Money :) I love the kid to pieces no lie!! & I really do think we will be together for a long ass time if not forever! He makes me really happy and I just feel like a different person around him and he's someone I can see myself with 20-25 and more odd years down the road. Seriously I truely wish I never knew Jeremy because of all the shit we've been through and he now doesn't want anything to do with me cause I found someone else to love and for him to love me back just as much. I'm really happy with Justin & I wish Justin & I got together back 2 years ago when we first knew one another cause then I would of never had to hurt anybody like I guess I did... but that's why they say "things happen for a reason" and Justin is one of those reasons I've been staying strong because whenever I felt like the world was turning upside down and all about Justin always tended to be there for me no matter what even if it was online he always found a way to make me smile. There's no one in this world that could ever make me as happy as Justin does. I love Justin William Seegmiller with all my heart and I always will. I'm really thankful I finally got to hang out with you to see what you were all about. I've been looking for just one guy to have a serious relationship with and for someone for me to love and someone to love me in return for like ever and I finally found my someone. I'm such a lucky little girl to find somebody just as special as who Justin is. I really thought what Jeremy & I had was love... but seriously if it was love we would of never broken up in the first place. I love jeremy & I always will because what I had with Jeremy was something special.... but what I have with Justin is more than anyone could ever know. He's the person that keeps me going everyday, and we've been dating for a little over 2 weeks and there hasn't been a day when I haven't been with the kid, we never get sick of one another and with jerm and I we use to get mad at one another if we saw eachother everyday. I thank god everyday for sending Justin to me. He keeps me going and staying strong, and he's someone I hope to spend the rest of my life with. I Love You Justin William Seegmiller :) *mUaH* ~4-7-05~4Ever :)
Well anyways lol...
Yesterday was sooo much fun. Lol those guys trying to pick us girlies up and the only person that was willing to get picked up was Ash-a-ma-lee HaHa I seriously love you girlie so damn much! & all us girlies getting our lesbian action going on from the walk to school and the assembly haha way to much fun girlie girls! Seriously I haven't had that much fun in a while with my girlz! ((Ash*Rissa*Stepherz*)) You girlies mean so much to me and I wouldn't be the person I am today without any of you especially you Ashley Marie!! *Ash* We've been through so much cause so many things have happened in the past 6 years but all of it was worth it. We've gone through many memories, laughs, tears, and all that jazz but all of it was worth living for! I will never forget the time we got grounded to my porch ((haha in fact I think we still are)) Lol Tim Collins & David what silly kids they were lol that wasn't our fault though my ma went on a rampage looking for us! Oh wells lol... but all of you girlies should know that I'm always here for you girlz & I always will be no matter what the circumstances are and where we are in like 10-20 years from now. Lol ya'll are coming to my wedding no matter what knowing im older than ya'll haha you know im gunna marry Justin :P hehe!! Thanks guys for all the memories and it's gunna suck since i'll be a senior this fall and whatnot but I'll still come visit my girlz & nothing will ever change the way I feel about you girlz!! Just remember we are girlz 4life & sisters 4ever! ((I'm always here for all of my friends no matter what just remember that)) *Tasha* I'm sorry about everything I love you girlie and just remember i'm always here for you no matter what!! Girlz 4life & sistas 4ever!! I love you Tasha Lynn hehe oh and by the way I Love You All Just as much if not more!! *mUaH* :)
Well for now that's all im going to tell you guys so leave me some lovin'... & i'll talk to you all later!!
<3 Always,
~*Jamie Lynn <3 Justin William*~4-7-05~4Ever!! :)