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This week has gone by fast probably because of all of the school stuff that has been due. besides that, everything else has been good. i dont really care if this person is trying to make me upset or mad bc she's not. i was just frustrated when i first read it bc i was in the middle of studyin and i was just stressed out which is why i used "derogatory" language. sometimes i just dont understand y people just dont come out and tell me when they have a problem with me so that then maybe i could change it. i mean are people scared that im going to bite their heads off? are they scared of me? i mean please im how big? PLEASE! i guess i am a stronger person than them in these kinds of situations if they are not going to tell me to my face. i dont try to be a controlling person its just that at home i have to be bc its not always so easy and maybe i bring it to school with me. there are people...like my best friends that i have not ever been controlling too bc they dont treat me like crap. if you dont treat me like crap, then im not going to treat you like crap.