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umm yea v-ball was a disaster! i leave and have to go pick up brett's clothes from his house...so i get to v-ball late! well it wasnt my damn fault that i got their late. well i was just pissed off going in there and now brett thinks i was mad at him but i wasnt at all...im sry that i threw his clothes down but the vibe in there just wasnt right for me. and no...i didnt throw the damn clothes down FOR ATTENTION! thas just fuckin stupid...i hate stupid people! i fuckin started cryin outside bc of everything..i didnt want attention! all i want is for the past to become the present where i had no problems with my friends! but i guess that will never happen, will it? i was pissed and then it just pissed me off more goin there with those people. so i ended up playin with kristy's team and it was sooooo much fun! she invited me to a party...but im not goin bc im goin trick-or-treatin with amanda...well im just going with her (and our doggies)!! yea and then i call brett and tiffany answered the phone...damnit...i didnt wanna talk to tiffany i wanted to talk to brett thas y i called his damn phone and not hers! can u tell how pissed i am...and i dont like to be pissed or be mad at people...but this time its different. it really pisses me off when people talk bad about people behind their backs, but they pretend to be friends with them still! sounds familiar doesnt it. YEA THAS WUT I THOUGHT!! i found out about tiff's lil party that she apparantly didnt want me to know about! awww too bad i cant be with all those people that im not friends with!!! it just makes me sooo sad! NOT! none of her fuckin friends like me anyway so im kinda glad i "wasnt supposed to know about it." the whole world can just kiss my ass at this point in time unless you are among a selective group of people! 3 people helped me a lot today...i called them to talk about this and they completely knew where i was comin from and actually understood me. thanks you 3 people...yall know who u r!! i love yall sooooo much!! thank you for lettin me know that yall truely are my friends! yall mean the world to me!!