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uGh.. depression fucking sucks!! ive been depressed fer like 2 er 3 weeks now! crying at everything! hormones are WAY out of wack! i wuz watching selena.. got all teary eyed!! watching the new (yet old) alicia keys video... saaame thing! then i got in a fight with my little brother today! cried my eyes out! called him a dick.. and he got all butt hurt.. but o well! aww i played with BABY (my dog) today.. shes so cute.. the other day she killed a hummingbird.. yeap.. one of those fast little birds.. she got it.. and killed it.. and then threw it back and forth in the backyard.. shes a born killer.. WoO wOo..
im depressed.. i need to get to a mall.. and buy a purse.. badly.. i need to freakin drive!! NoW!! not workin.. but yeaaa im supposed to go dress shopping tomorrow in LA.. not lookin good as of right now.. buuut better work out or i'll b VERY upset.. not that much time!! gotta get it done! and over with!
well im gunna go sleep er talk online sum more.. we'll see.. L8r HoEs