ehh..just a need for an update
decided to update cuz i havent in a lil while. hmm..where to begin?? well i can say that this month seriously had to be like the worst month of my life. ive never been thro so much drama and shit and crying in one fucking month. went thro a lot of shit with family..fighting, screaming, yelling..everything possible - all i gotta say is crazyness it seriously was like world war 3 it was so bad and i really dont feel like going thro all that shit again. as of now things are a little better i guess but i REALLY hope it doesnt start up all over again cuz i will have a breakdown and ive been thro too much of those to have another one. i try not to fight with my parents, especially my dad..as hard as it is especially when i get yelled at for no reason, but seriously the only way this shit will die down is if i just learn to shut my mouth and thats something i dont know how to do. so i guess all i can do is give it time and see what happens..hopefully nothing bad.
o and thanx to ally for being there i love you bitch bffl =)
besides all that shit..overall things are just str8, honestly things could be better but im not gonna complain. this weekend was pretty fun cuz friday i went to kroif's party with stina, connie, and amanda. some ugly cocky guy with bad breath was hitting on me and stina - he was ugly. anddd we slept over amandas. saturday was char's bday at champps and then i went to nhan's house after and hung out with him =) sunday i got a hurr cut and then went to my nana's house. my bangs are really short lol.
hmm..i love my boyfriend =) but i just wish we could cut back on our fights im so annoyed by them and i know i dont do much to stop it but i cant help it. im just hard headed that way :-\ its weird when we see e/o we are like *PeRfEcT* but on the phone we hate e/o and all we do is fight. ionoo thoo...o well i love him too much to let stupid shit interfere and i never ever want anything bad to happen he is my everything and if i didnt have him i dont know what id do. sorry for the queerness but its true =) so nhanie even tho i want to rip ur fucking heart out and just punch u and kick u and step on u sometimes i still love u nmw..too much baby!!! :D
not much else to say. this was kind of pointless just cuz im bored and have nothing to do. much love bitchez =) <33 ~stine
p.s. my birthday is in 55 days!! YAY!!
o and thanx to ally for being there i love you bitch bffl =)
besides all that shit..overall things are just str8, honestly things could be better but im not gonna complain. this weekend was pretty fun cuz friday i went to kroif's party with stina, connie, and amanda. some ugly cocky guy with bad breath was hitting on me and stina - he was ugly. anddd we slept over amandas. saturday was char's bday at champps and then i went to nhan's house after and hung out with him =) sunday i got a hurr cut and then went to my nana's house. my bangs are really short lol.
hmm..i love my boyfriend =) but i just wish we could cut back on our fights im so annoyed by them and i know i dont do much to stop it but i cant help it. im just hard headed that way :-\ its weird when we see e/o we are like *PeRfEcT* but on the phone we hate e/o and all we do is fight. ionoo thoo...o well i love him too much to let stupid shit interfere and i never ever want anything bad to happen he is my everything and if i didnt have him i dont know what id do. sorry for the queerness but its true =) so nhanie even tho i want to rip ur fucking heart out and just punch u and kick u and step on u sometimes i still love u nmw..too much baby!!! :D
not much else to say. this was kind of pointless just cuz im bored and have nothing to do. much love bitchez =) <33 ~stine
p.s. my birthday is in 55 days!! YAY!!