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Whatever happened to the calls at 2am to tell me you cant sleep because Im not next to you?
Whatever happened to 'baby, sweety, hun..?'
Whatever happened to "I love you.. Sorry if I say it too much.."?
Whatever happened to you holding me.. Kissing me so many different times during the time we were together I lost count.. Hugging me so tight.. Meaningless emails just to say hey or that you miss me or love me.. Holding me in your arms at night.. Hearing the last words from your mouth be 'I love you baby'..
Whatever happened to the times you used to tell me.. That if you died right at that moment, you would be happy because you were lying next to me?
Whatever happened to renting movies and veging out on the couch.. Late nights spent doing nothing and cuddling in my dorm room.. Those intimate every night and sometimes twice a day moments..?
...All of these are gone now. I dont even recall when they existed anymore because life has gotten so hectic and so crazy that it has forced me to try not to care about missing those things.. But in reality, I do miss them.. I miss them a lot and I would give anything to feel like you still felt the same about me.
Whatever happened to 'baby, sweety, hun..?'
Whatever happened to "I love you.. Sorry if I say it too much.."?
Whatever happened to you holding me.. Kissing me so many different times during the time we were together I lost count.. Hugging me so tight.. Meaningless emails just to say hey or that you miss me or love me.. Holding me in your arms at night.. Hearing the last words from your mouth be 'I love you baby'..
Whatever happened to the times you used to tell me.. That if you died right at that moment, you would be happy because you were lying next to me?
Whatever happened to renting movies and veging out on the couch.. Late nights spent doing nothing and cuddling in my dorm room.. Those intimate every night and sometimes twice a day moments..?
...All of these are gone now. I dont even recall when they existed anymore because life has gotten so hectic and so crazy that it has forced me to try not to care about missing those things.. But in reality, I do miss them.. I miss them a lot and I would give anything to feel like you still felt the same about me.