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Sooo college is kinda tricky i've decided. Cause honestly the last time i can remember having to just walk up to people and introduce myself and make friends without anyone else being like "hey meet my friend Joe... she's a badass you should be friends with her too." was years ago! In fact i think the last time i had to do that it was okay to walk up and be like "Will you be my friend." Then you walk off into the sunset holding hands and you have a best friend. Or in some cases you ask someone what "team" they are on enough times that to get you to shut up and remember they hang out with you some and you've got a best friend! haha (wink wink Jessie) After that i just made friends through Jessie and vice versa and on and on it went happily ever after! Well fuck man what do i do now?? It's not so cool to ask people to be your friend unless you are just that wasted and even then you don't remember that you made that friend if you were that drunk! It's a vicious circle! Anyways I guess all in all i'm just trying to say that I'm so grateful for the friends i have at home who even 1500 miles away show concern for how i'm doin here... without it i'd feel so lonely!!!
My roommate and I have learned more about each other so it's getting better. She's a really fun girl just not comparable to any of my girls at home. I have learned to tune her out when she starts talking "Amber talk." haha i've named it Amber talk cause i've never heard anyone speak like this. It usually starts out something like "Hey you fucking bitch why the fucking shit did he do that? That fucking twat fucking fuck fuck fuck." haha The hacking in the morning of shit in her throat from smoking like a chimney is a friendly reminder of how much i do not want to ever smoke again, which is good! (By the way Dines how is that going?? Please tell me you are still working on it... i wish you could hear her she makes funny pig noises it's sick) haha ryan kinda like my morning noises but rather than a grumpy growl it's like this sound that makes you wanna vom.
My roommate and I have learned more about each other so it's getting better. She's a really fun girl just not comparable to any of my girls at home. I have learned to tune her out when she starts talking "Amber talk." haha i've named it Amber talk cause i've never heard anyone speak like this. It usually starts out something like "Hey you fucking bitch why the fucking shit did he do that? That fucking twat fucking fuck fuck fuck." haha The hacking in the morning of shit in her throat from smoking like a chimney is a friendly reminder of how much i do not want to ever smoke again, which is good! (By the way Dines how is that going?? Please tell me you are still working on it... i wish you could hear her she makes funny pig noises it's sick) haha ryan kinda like my morning noises but rather than a grumpy growl it's like this sound that makes you wanna vom.