Dear Mom and Dad
Soooo my mom and i just got in a HUGE ass fight... it was fun. She thinks i'm being over dramatic about leaving and that i shouldn't be having my close friends stay the night all night the 19th and if i do that i really really shouldn't be wanting to spend the night down in tempe. Is she fucking retarded how hard is it to figure out that the going away parties in tempe are purely for the fact that a.) i wanna get wasted one or two nights with EVERYONE one last time. b.) i wanna stay the night there are be able to crash in ry's bed, watch t.v., eat ice cream whatever! opposed to crashing and then waking up at fuckin 1 to drive my ass home. (lame!!!) and c.) BECAUSE I CAN AND WHY THE FUCK NOT?!?! So yeah she obviously can't understand that the "party" at my house (more like 8 or so people sitting around being sad/reminising about shit till i leave for the airport) is purely for one thing: being able to sit around with everyone one last time. and the parties in tempe are purely for the opposite: being able to do whatever the fuck i want.. if that includes sex, drugs and alcohol then so be it bitches you can't stop me!!! RAR!
She kept saying that while i'm in her house i have to follow her judgement... well fuck if my own judgement and mine own ALONE has to kick in come next sat. then what the fuck is the difference!!! UGGHHHH i hope i'm not so fucking gay when i'm 50. Maybe she should smoke out or something to chill out for like 2 seconds! grrrr i just wanna smack her.
Not to mention another pet-peeve i am having is that whenever i do tell her shit she always has to go and like remember it forever and throw it out there when i don't care what she has to say... sometimes people just need other people to LISTEN WITHOUT GIVING OPINIONS!!! Like for example (cause i don't think that made much sense): So when we were in cali. and there was like one night where everyone was just trippin and my mom happened to call in the midst of it. So being human i vented to her and told her about it and how everyone wasnt getting along (implying everyone wasn't getting along AT THE MOMENT) but she took it as i hate all my friends. So then today during our argument she goes "why do you want to spend so much time with all these people when you couldn't get along with them in cali???" Uhm HELLO MOTHER you're a girl you should at least somewhat understand that girls get mad for like an hour then forget about it... we're bitches like that, WE KNOW! But obviously since we argued once or twice in cali. i hate you all and really truthfully never want to really talk to any of you ever again. Rrrrrright.
I told my mom to fuck herself too. haha i'm surprised that didn't blow up in my face but after like the 3rd time of my mom saying i'm being too dramatic and that everyone will still be here when i come back blah blah blah. I just had to let out a "go fuck yourself if i want to be dramatic i can be!!! kinda like a it's my birthday and i'll cry if i want to situation, who are you to tell me i'm too dramatic when YOU'RE NOT LEAVING" maybe i went over the go fuck yourself fast enough that she missed it. haha doubtful! PLus she's lived with me for 18 years has she not figured out that in general i'm terified of change?? maybe that would explain why it took me 7 years to rearrange my room, i've had the same glasses frames since 8th grade, i have to have 3 or 4 or 5 or more opinions on anything new, and going 1500 miles away... i'd classify that as something somewhat new... i think i can be dramatic bitch!
peace out
She kept saying that while i'm in her house i have to follow her judgement... well fuck if my own judgement and mine own ALONE has to kick in come next sat. then what the fuck is the difference!!! UGGHHHH i hope i'm not so fucking gay when i'm 50. Maybe she should smoke out or something to chill out for like 2 seconds! grrrr i just wanna smack her.
Not to mention another pet-peeve i am having is that whenever i do tell her shit she always has to go and like remember it forever and throw it out there when i don't care what she has to say... sometimes people just need other people to LISTEN WITHOUT GIVING OPINIONS!!! Like for example (cause i don't think that made much sense): So when we were in cali. and there was like one night where everyone was just trippin and my mom happened to call in the midst of it. So being human i vented to her and told her about it and how everyone wasnt getting along (implying everyone wasn't getting along AT THE MOMENT) but she took it as i hate all my friends. So then today during our argument she goes "why do you want to spend so much time with all these people when you couldn't get along with them in cali???" Uhm HELLO MOTHER you're a girl you should at least somewhat understand that girls get mad for like an hour then forget about it... we're bitches like that, WE KNOW! But obviously since we argued once or twice in cali. i hate you all and really truthfully never want to really talk to any of you ever again. Rrrrrright.
I told my mom to fuck herself too. haha i'm surprised that didn't blow up in my face but after like the 3rd time of my mom saying i'm being too dramatic and that everyone will still be here when i come back blah blah blah. I just had to let out a "go fuck yourself if i want to be dramatic i can be!!! kinda like a it's my birthday and i'll cry if i want to situation, who are you to tell me i'm too dramatic when YOU'RE NOT LEAVING" maybe i went over the go fuck yourself fast enough that she missed it. haha doubtful! PLus she's lived with me for 18 years has she not figured out that in general i'm terified of change?? maybe that would explain why it took me 7 years to rearrange my room, i've had the same glasses frames since 8th grade, i have to have 3 or 4 or 5 or more opinions on anything new, and going 1500 miles away... i'd classify that as something somewhat new... i think i can be dramatic bitch!
peace out