and you give yourself away
i talked to sarah about the whole boy dilemma, and she "reckons" (funny aussie talk) that that's just how he IS and that there's nothing really there.
i think she's right. and i think kyle is right about thinking that his coldness is just cuz he doesn't like me. ugh. how did i get myself into this mess??
of course, this is all just what's been going through my mind the past 2 days or so. how pathet am i??
i just can't deal with boys right now. i have better things to worry about, don't i? but it's hard not to think of.
i think she's right. and i think kyle is right about thinking that his coldness is just cuz he doesn't like me. ugh. how did i get myself into this mess??
of course, this is all just what's been going through my mind the past 2 days or so. how pathet am i??
i just can't deal with boys right now. i have better things to worry about, don't i? but it's hard not to think of.