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[lilayoo]

everything is such a mess right now. i got in the middle of something that i shouldnt have and i fucked up a good friendship. im such a jealous fuck. im so greedy and selfish. i hate being in a group of three always the one being left out. i hate everything. i hate everyday there is another fight. we never can all get along. im so pathetic. i just

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Re: words cant explain

[madkrazyitalian]

to have a close friendship you have to kno how to be a friend and being really close with someone has its ups and downs mostly ups becuase u always have soemone there for you who understands oyu and knos wut ur going through a shoulder to cryy n shit youu can have a million friends but having a best friend or just one good friend that understands EVERYTHING and that u could tell anything to means the world . . nn i had that wit you (nikki) but shit does change nn u think its better to not be close, ive learned the hard way that you need to be close to someone n have someone who will alawyas catch you no matter wut andd could make you laugh even when THEYy have tears in there eyes themself all im saying is one day youll realize that u cant rely on just yourself your gunna need someone else to confort you andd carry you when u cant walkk . . we had a good thing nn im sorry its not there anymore, nn i kno that i prob wont trust anyone like that ever again its suprising that i even let anyone in to start with

[[ think about the past nn changes for the future ]]