this hurts so bad, you don't even know.
I can't handle this anymore. I have to many things to do all the time. Like from now until my birthday Im so effing busy, and my birthday is a month away tomorrow! I still need a dress, ughhh, I think Im gunna go in a few minutes down my dads friends house to look at their daughters dresses, if I don't like any of them, then My mom said she will buy it!
I miss you soo much, just seeing you screen name on my buddy list even gets me upset. I told matt last night that i really miss him and stuff, and hes like "im sorry" who says that?? I might have to "accidently call him again tonight" =) Just hearing his voice once a week helps me out a little bit, but Its very depressing that were not together..ughhh.
I made my hair appointment today at the saphire for the semi! Missy was working, so I talked to her!
well i think im gunna go check out dresses...
ughhhh lisa he just called and left me a voicemail..ayyyy what am I doing, leading the kid on again..hahahaha