I dont know what it is, at all.
I did something about what Im going to do, and I know now. I dont deserve the way hes acting, but Im gunna put up with it for a little longer to see what happens. Although Im not putting any effort to talking to him, he has to call me or IM me if he wants to talk. I guess Im just upset, because Ive never had a guy show that much intrest in me, and it felt nice, very nice=) I liked spending time with him too, it was like we were in our own little world where no one could mess up what we have, but once we leave each others sides the ways he acts is different, sometimes.
I just read someones livejournal and they are starting to hangout with other people, because they feel like they are losing me as a bestfriend=\ ehhh, I guess its my fault, because I havent been around much at all for her. I hope it changes.
well i have to go get ready for field hockey, I might update again tonight after my ice hockey game. laterrr.