Dancing away down my veins.
Ive been in sucha weird mood lately. I dont know why either, ehhh nevermind I take that back, I do know why. It seems when I ask my friends for advice they all have something different to say. People don't you understand I want to hear what I should hear, not what I want to hear. (if that made any sence) Yesterday was my day from hell I swear to god. I was telling someone that my big mistake yesterday was waking up. My cell phone just kept ringing and ringing. I wanted to throw it out the window thats how bad it got. Everyone freaking called me yesterday to do something. Im one effing person. I had to lie to some people, which i kinda feel really bad about, but those people shouldnt of even called me I havent talked to them in forever, and the one has a g/f. niice eh?
This week is going to be another one from hell i can feel it now. Today Im going to try and do a lot of sucking up. Tonight I have field hockey at 7. Tomorrow I babysit all day. Wednesday hopefully getting my eyebrows done. Wednesday night I have field hockey again at 7. Thursday i babysit all day. Speaking of babysitting, Im getting like nothing for the time that im there. I need a real job, any ideas??? PLEASE SOMEONE HELP!! Friday Im hopefully going to Hershey with Bitler, Steven, and rizriz.=) I need that little get away for the day it will be a lot of fun too!
Theres two things this summer that I already can't stand. The way people change, they say they are like one of your bestfriends but do they act it? pshh no. haha watch me care. goooooooooooo have fun with your other friends, watch me give a flying fuck what the hell you do. Just dont come kissing my ass when ill be driving a while before you. andd the other thing that pisses me off is the "L" word. I mean its summer people live a little. I personaly am scared of that word, if that makes any sence to be scared of a word? ehh who knows. whatever I just hate hearing that word. soo sooo much.
I had a dream about Colin last night. He worked at the arena that my icehockey camp was at and he had a summer house in Rhode Island soo I was a day camper, because I stayed at his house. weird eh? It was cute it was like the winter when we were together. awhhh I miss just talking to colin. Maybe ill give him a call this week and see if he wants to hangout, and I can tell him about all my crazy things I did this summer. haha.
Alrightyyy I hear a Whopper calling my name=P
C.K