Lets make the best time of our lives...
So its a Saturday a saturday morning, and Im gunna try and put in a long entry.=)
So this morning I woke up to a voicemail from him. =) Im still really unsure how I feel about him, but now that hes going to be away for a week, I have a whole week to think about this. It so confusing. I mean I guess you can say I do have a little bit of a crush, but Im not sure if the real feeling come into play yet. I guess im scared because of the age difference, and if hes really in this for the well being of my feelings. I mean hes an awesome, awesome kid =) Soo we shall see what happens, I dont mean to be pessimistic but it probably won't work out, because I suck at life when it comes to guys, ohh well what are gunna do. Some people are awesome when it comes to getting guys, but me I guess Im jus good in the sports field. ehh, ohhh well. We'll see.
I leave in 9 days for Rhode Island. I guess thats pretty cool. I dont want to go though. Maheady and I were talking about it yesterday and he said it will be good and help me out, but errr ELITE?? what the eff? I hope I get along with the other girls at this camp. My luck they will all be bitchy, cocky mofos. awesomeeeee! grr, ill make my dad take me home. Thats another thing, Ive never been away from my dad for more than two days at a time. So Ill be calling home every single night. haha Im sucha Daddy's girl, but guess whattt, I dont careeee =P
I feel bad for my grandmother, My brother is taking our dogs up my moms this weekend. My grandmother loves those dogs, as if they were one of her grandkids. She'll probably really miss them too. My brother is now throwing a fit about my dad not taking him golfing yesterday and i told him maybe if he wasnt with his mother so much then maybe he would go. I seriously can't stand him sometimes. We get along sometimes, and other times we like HATE each other. Like last night I was watching a movie in the living room and he came and sat in there and he was talking to me about a lot of stuff. it was nice. Now hes acting like a freaking devil. I swear to god hes bipolar.
I want to go to the beach. I havent gone to the beach since 2002, sooo two years ago, because last year we went to Disney. Maybeee Ill call my Aunt Marsha and see if she is going to the beach this year. Orrr maybe ill see if my dad will take me to Atlantic City for a few days, I mean hes a member of the Hilton, sooo we can go whenever we want. I would so much rather go to Ocean City Maryland tho, but at this point ill settle for any beach. Its Joey's fault we arent going on vacation my dad said, because he has to go to summer school. That makes me look bad. Since im the older sibbling people probably think im stupid since he is. haha im veryyy far from stupid though.
I havent been going to field hockey, but im going this week starting monday. =)
Alrighty i need to go find out what im doing today. I think maybe Ill hangout with Smurph and then Zachie and rizriz will come down for me later on. hmm, who knows?
well kiddos Im out, Ill update more often if i get time.
C.K